Acceptance

Okay, so I totally accept myself especally the part that is never considered sexy. Perplexed maybe, sinful in many ways, but sexy? No way Jose. I tried the sexy act and it attract noone. I look more goofy doing so. Don't get me wrong. I'm not downing myself in any way and not being contridicting either. I'm just telling the truth about a part of myself that I tried to become but always seem to fail at. Yeah, I'm funny, smart, cute, condecending, goofy, and articulate. Sexy? I rather just keep the sexy thing in my writings and drawings, especally drawings because of the whole alter ego thing. Truthfully in real life I will never be sexy. And I accept this to the fullest.