give it all away

I just don’t know what to write. I sit here at the computer letting ideas pop into my mind but nothing really comes out. So I write about the small situation that I’m in. Here goes; I moved back to New York, back to the craziness of the city in order to move on. I said all my good-byes in Connecticut and have no reason to look back only forward. Yeah me. Anyway two weeks into living in a daycare that a friend of mine owns in Brooklyn; yup I’m staying in a daycare, isn’t that a trip, I get back on public assistance ( I need the Medicaid), work for a temp agency in Manhattan, and have interviews for a couple jobs and a internship. Okay so anyone would ponder, where am I going with this?? Truthfully, the right choice. I mean, there have been many of times that I have made the right decisions and oddly enough the wrong decisions. This time I’m sorting things out. The week coming up will be week three and I don’t know if I can last as long as I can. Somebody once told me to stop complaining life gets harder everyday. Really I am not complaining , just sorting myself out. There have been a few goals that I have accomplished like paying off the bank, getting a job even though it is temporary ( I’m not complaining it’s better than no job at all ) and having a little money on my debit card. It’s the little stuff that I am grateful for that I’m glad that I have gotten out the way. The bigger goals like getting my passport, renting a studio, and traveling is what I’m out for. As the week goes by ahead eventually I will have something figured out, the choices may be right ( or wrong), and I will have accomplished one of my major goals as well as the little ones. I’m moving forward without doubts, or regrets, only a clear head. That’s all I have to say.